Now that moving is so close, it seems absolutely unreal. I keep staring at my ticket, wondering if I show up at the airport, someone's going to laugh in my face and tell me that I can't fly. I've spent over $100 shipping my stuff to Virginia, I went and bought some new underwears and a luggage tag today. I'm so broke it ain't funny, but I have everything I need. My sister owes me a bit over 100 bucks now. Dad said he'd try and give me some more monies before I left, but if he can't, I think it'll be okay. I just have to scramble to get a job when I get there. For that reason, I keep considering combing out my dreads. Then I think about how they're almost five months old and I get mad. I won't do that. Not unless it looks like I won't get a job with them at all. I don't care if I have to flip burgers at fucking McDonalds. I don't want to get rid of my dreads. I'm not ready to.
My birthday is in two weeks. I haven't thought about it at all until today. All I want for my birthday is to have tacos for dinner. I miss back in the day when Daniel, Jenn and I all lived together and my nights off work when Daniel would be away, Jenn and I would eat tacos and play Magic. Fun times, dood. I miss Jenn like crazy, I wish she and Jason would move to Virginia. I hate not having my best friend anymore.
While going through my things, I found the horns I bought at a Renn Faire way back when. It was raining that day and Daniel and I stayed out for hours even though the weather was crappy. We kissed in the rain like crazy. He was dressed up in the ruffly button down shirt and the fake leather pants. So hot. Bastard. I hope he dies in a fire. ANYWAY, since I had three evil lookin' kids, I took pictures. ( PIIICTURES!Collapse )
I sent out my package for the Alton Brown/Good Eats swap. I don't know how I feel about one set of items I sent. I think the idea was better than how it turned out. I'm happy with the other two sets, tho. I just hope my partner likes them. That's the important part.
Stupid Discovery Health channel... I've had babies on the brain lately, so I've been watching their morning preggo shows. I don't think this is healthy.